it's late and i can think--a little Posted at 2:13 AM 0 comments (+) i think the one thing that really tires and absolutely enervates every bit of my motivation i save up is guilt. i honestly have no idea how i managed to gather so much of it. guilt drags me down. and i can physically feel it every time i have difficulty breathing or close my eyes from a headache. i feel it every time i leave the house. it's getting worse. i mean, it gets better, sometimes/momentarily. never sustained though.